
When he sat on that smoothen stone near that railway track, facing towards the departing sun his pillared legs bent from the knees stood before him forming a welcome gate and it grew proportionately and more apparently as he bent back to balance his weight on his palms set on the ground. His trunk looked like that wind-devastated tree while two stretched inclined-back hands with palms transferring the weight assumed the sight of those inclined supports holding that devastated tree in position. As the departing Sun plumped further by the gravity of home-going, the peach and parched rays of twinkling and chuckling light blurred his vision. He turned away his face quickly. The old deserted and discarded railway buggy on that equally discarded track sleeping on partly rotten, partly worn away and cracked wooden sleepers, suddenly appeared at a touchable distance. His sight narrowed and concentrated to develop a demonic magnetism of Brobdingnagian proportion as it dragged that discarded railway buggy nearer and nearer till near enough for his breathe to recoil back hitting that junked wall of the buggy ho-humming and resembling like a slate for time to art the art of aging and fading.
Lunatic creepers are in a competition. Some of them have climbed up churlishly coiled around guard bars of the windows and again climbed up turned back, as they have reached the summit, to judge, with an inborn curiosity, how up they have come up. Is it not risky? Is it required? Is it worth? They have climbed down leaving yet dragging and encouraging others to follow them. And some, they do not have the habit of looking back ,for they have climbed up and climbed down on other side of the buggy and yes, how could he miss those ,those creepers ever ambitious and over determined to remain on the roof of the buggy with no turning back and no looking down. And there are those cleaver ones ,always looking for short cut in life have crept under the buggy near the wheels but over the track, then dragging them over those old and withered granite chips and sometimes over wooden sleepers as they have come out in other side breathlessly in desperate of search of light.
The abundance of greenery is turning dark slowly as the sun kissed the ground in horizon and it shall soon demonstrate the vanishing art of magic inviting the shooting and hooting darkness to rule and lull till the stars flicker and the moon glitters. A sudden influx of air slapped on his eyes as the demonic magnetism dropped and the buggy with creepy creepers, the ambitious, the ditherer, the apathetic, all of them merged together to form a silhouette of a recently defeated present pushed to the past. His eyes remain closed as the coolness, heaviness, dampness and darkness of night surrounded him with mosquitoes from the near by drain circled above his head en-mass to form a long tapered pyramidal revolving crown, the riiiriiiiriiiii of that unknown variety of odoriferous grass hoppers and caterwauling vulgarity of frogs forming an unknown note of the night.
The incandescent light post over that nearby young and alive railway track suddenly announced his presence. The grotesque spectre of darkness was driven to a distance and with light forming a circle diffusing to a distance, the three semi-burnt and semi-dark oblong granite stones started shining in front of him. The smooth stone under his narrowed buttock appeared smoother, perhaps it too wants to console him, cool him, assure him and reassure him. His troubled mind started counting backward the leaden beads of happenings on a long chain of past, ticking of them one by one, one as important, the other as unimportant till he combined all important to form a misshapen and flickering story of his life to which he wound finger and wonder; weigh and buy; nail and smell and ultimately throw and pick, after all, it is his; it is his life and story, something of his own, only own.
The story flowed back to a drizzling afternoon when he left his village by that leaking boat on rhythmically kicking waves of semi-reddish water ,a peculiar water color that has propped out of the marriage of water and laterite laden mud in the turbulence of flow. His mother looked and he looked back as slowly and surely he drifted away with low and slow strokes of flowing and bowing oars. The distance gathered and furthered. But his mother stood there, in that rain, unmoved with unflustered eyelids till the boat became smaller and smaller and small enough. She lifted that tiny boat from the floating water, covered and protected it with her wish and love and shelved it on the top her heart to listen to him, to cajole him and to shower him with that undiluted love with every beatings of her heart. He walked alone in this unknown city in search of the known face, but in the end he did not find any. He knew a few but the few did not know him turning the event into a one-sided teenager's love. The story stopped and moved as he ended his search for the known in that unknown world. Ahh! Life is too cruel! The world is too cruel! Full of the known unknown!
But the story moved again as he moved on that railway track. Unlike today, the sun on that day had honed and heightened his sense as he walked from the platform following that deserted track. Everything around him had been flattened into a neat illustration. He had stopped as he stumbled on that granite on which he sits today. It was not smooth then. It was not pleasant to sit on that. Time smoothens everything however rough it might be. Sitting on that rough stone on that day his mind desperately started craving some kind of mooring, clung to details. Again her mother resurfaced. Backyard of her house, clay oven with three mounds to hold utensil, smoke from fire wood and smell of fresh tea. His mind started rushing. He had smiled then as he gathered another three oblong granite stones to form a form of his mother's clay oven with three mounds. Next day sitting on the now-smoothened stone he prepared tea on the oven formed out three other stones. He only had drunk that day. Next day the railway gang-men on their way to check the track drank the tea. Every new day brought new additions. He was surprised to see as he became known. Gang-men recognized him. Drivers of goods trains recognized him and his newly constructed hut clinging to the boundary wall and near to that abandoned railway buggy on that abandoned railway track, not far from that light post with incandescent light.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Now,sitting there, under the dim and fading light of moon desperately in competition with in candescent light for rule and supremacy, he felt lost, lost to the impending rumored future threatening ,corroborating and contemplating with all its meanness, nastiness and stinginess to kill his dreamt and sweet future of tomorrow. He had over-heard gang-men whispering in a voice low and slow while sipping tea about that expansion which will make the platform wider to welcome more men, more women, more trains and more goods. Where will he go? What will happen to his oven of three stones and that hut as future will drag him again from that known to unknown?
Thought and anxiety started rushing; so is his thumping heart. The cry of thumping heart became louder and louder and became so louder that he could not hear the sound of that train engine which has suddenly decided to drag away that deserted buggy of on that deserted track. And those creepers, the ambitious, the ditherer and the apathetic all tied together though having different aim, ambition, direction and aspiration, whimpered together in pains as the buggy inched forward. Snivel and whimper of creepers, soon synchronized to form a resonance to hit him hard. A cool shiver flowed through his spine as the cry of his thumping heart planned to form a bigger resonance with the resonance of whimpers of creepers. Creepers now lie there like limbs of several living beings collectively butchered. He paid a sobbing look to his hut and saw it crumbling. He felt his blood vessels running to and running away from his thumping hearts turning into mutilated creepers scratched and slashed and uprooted. Those were not figments of an insane nightmare. Nor were they parts of an insane hallucination, but facts, corroborated, solid facts, unforgettable for him and forgettable for others.