Saturday, September 23, 2006

DETERMINATION

EVERY EXPRESSION IN HIS FACE CHANGES WITH THE EACH BEND OF SONG. THE EYE NARROWS DOWN. EVEN IN THAT FACE OF CHILD, INDEED HE WAS A CHILD, RIPPLES COME UP WITH THE EXPRESSION OF OLD AND MATURED. MUSCLES IN THE FACE QUIVER AND WHISPER .EARS BEND AND ERRECT. EYE LIDS FLICKER. THE SONG WAS AGONIZINGLY MELODIC. THOSE EXPRESSIONS IN FACE WERE EXPRESSION OF LOVE AND LOST. LOST, YES LOST FOREVER .NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN. EACH NOTES OF SONG HAD THE REFLECTION IN THAT BLACK EYE.

JOHN LOOKED TO THAT EYE. HE DID NOT UNDERSTAND THE SONG. HE DOES NOT BELONG TO THIS PART OF THE COUNTRY. BUT HE COULD SENSE THAT THE SONG IS SOMETHING ABOUT THE PARENTAL LOVE. THERE WAS AN OLD VOICE AND CHILD VOICE IN THAT SONG. IN BETWEEN CAME THE FEMALE VOICE. THE SOFT VOICE WAS DEFYING THE ROARS OF SEA. IT WAS CLEAR, PIERCING AND CUTTING THE UGLY AND NAKED ROARS OF SEA. SILENCE SPEAKS. STONE SPEAKS. LEND YOUR EAR YOU SHALL HERE THAT. THE WAVES IN THE SEA ARE JUMPING WHILE COLLIDING. WAVES OF PRIDE ARE GALLOPING FORWARD ONLY TO JUMP OVER THE RETURN WAVE OF HUMILITY AND MODESTY AND THE NEXT MOMENT TURNS INTO THE RETURN WAVE OF MODESTY. ROLE CHANGES. CHANGES FAST. BUT THE ACTION REMAINS SAME. THE CONSEQUENCE REMAINS SAME. IT IS DESTRUCTION. IT IS MASSIVE DESTRUCTION TO REWRITE THE STORIES OF AGONY, LOST AND REMEBERANCE. THE CHILD NO LONGER FEARS THOSE ROARS. AMONGST THAT UGLY ROARS OF SEA, HE COULD ONLY HERE THAT SONG. SONG OF LOVE. REMEMBRANCE OF HIS PARENTS LOST BETWEEN THOSE GALLOPING WAVES. BUT STILL APARANT TO GUIDE HIM; COMFORT HIM IN THAT NAKED SEA BEECH. SONG IS BECOMING LOUD. LOUDER THAN THAT SEA ROARS. THERE WERE WAVES IN HIS EYES. WAVES OF TEARS. TINY DROP OF TEARS. TEARS OF DETERMINATION. TEARS OF REMEMBRANCE. HE SQUEEZES HIS EYE LIDS FOR THAT TEARS TO DROP. SOME ROLLS OUT. SOME DROPS TO THE SANDS. SOME STICKS TO HAIRS IN THE EYE LIDS. THROUGH THAT TEAR LACED EYE HE LOOKED UP. HE SEES COLOR THROUGH THOSE DROPLETS OF TEARS IN HAIRS OF EYE LIDS. HE SEES RAINBOW. RAINBOW OF LOVE. HIS LOST PARENTAL LOVE IS COMING BACK THROUGH HIS DETERMINATION TO SUCCEED. HE SMILES. SMILE MIXED TEARS CALL HIS PARENTS AND TELLS “LOOK I WILL BECOME WHAT BOTH OF YOU WANTED TO MAKE ME”. SMILE, SMILE ALONG WITH ME WHEREVER YOU ARE!

JOHN HURRIEDLY STEPPED OUT. THERE ARE SO MANY “TSUNAMI” SHELTERS YET TO BE MADE. HE MUST SPEED UP.

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