MAN-DEAD OR ALIVE

IT WAS HOT SUMMER DAY AT A CONSTRCTION SITE . WORK FORCES CONSIST MALE AND FEMALE DAILY LABOURS . THEY WORK IN CONSTRUCTION SITE ON DAILY WAGE BASIS . MASTER OF THESE WORK FORCE A SHORT ,BALD ,BULGY AND RED EYED PERSON CALLED JOHN .

IT WAS REALLY HOT . CONSTRUCTION SITE AT RIVER BANK , IT WAS NIGHT 12 P.M. TAKE A STROLL NEAR RIVER BANK IT IS ROMANTICALLY PLEASING . I REMEMBER MY GOOD OLD DAYS WHEN THIS RIVER WAS ALWAYS IN SPATE . WATER , FULL OF WATER, CROSSING BANKS MAKING WHIRL AROUND THE SPUR (RIVER TRAINING WORK ). IT WAS ONE MORNING OF MY TEENS , FLOOD WATER HAD RECEDED , YOU COULD SEE WILD WATER MAKING WHIRL WITH SHORT AND QUICK WAVES . OH, WHAT I SEE A DEAD BODY HEAD INSIDE WATER AND NECK TO LEGS FLOATING ON BELLY . SOMEBODY SAID SOME HEAVY THINGS MUST BE HUNG FROM NECK THAT IS WHY HEAD IS NOT COMING UP.

WATER IS DANCING WITH THAT SO ALSO THE DEAD BODY FLOATING ON BELLY . BARE BUTTOCK COMING UP AND DOWN IN WHIMS OF WATER. NO CONTROL . BUTTOCK IS MOVING UP AND DOWN IN WAVES--------------------------------------------------------------.

WITH MOONLIGHT OVER HEAD I AM STRLOLLING WITH MY PAST . I HAVE CROSSED THE LABOUR COLONY. IN THE END THERE LIVES JOHN , THE MASTER . LIGHT IS ON . YOU CAN SEE THROUGH WINDOW . JOHN BARE BUTTOCK GOING UP AND DOWN IN FRENZY . MUST BE OVER A FEMALE CONSTRUCTION WORKER--------------------. IT IS WILD UNCONTROLLED JUST LIKE THAT DEADBODY OF PAST FLOATING IN FLOOD WATER-------------------------------------

OH CHRIST NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DEAD AND ALIVE .

OPTIMISIM

I WAS WORRIED FOR I DID NOT HAVE SHOES UNTIL UPON THE STREET WHEN I SAW A PERSON HAVING NO LEGS . DOES IT NOT SOUND LIKE GLASS IS HALF FULL ? I MUST STRIVE TO BE THE BEST AT THE SAME TIME HELP OTHERS TO GROW . I KNOW EVERYBODY CAN NOT BE BEST BUT THEY CAN BE BETTER . I SHOULD BE WORRIED FOR NOT HAVING THE SHOES AND AT THE SAME TIME EXTEND A HELPING HAND TO THE PERSON HAVING NO FEET . CAN WE NOT MAKE THIS WORLD WONDERFUL ? YES, WE CAN AND WE WILL .

DESTINY

DESTINY IS VERY CRUEL . IT IS THERE AND HAS EVERYTHING DETERMINED FOR YOU . ONLY YOU CAN DECIDE WHAT YOU WILL DO IN A GIVEN OCCASION , RESULT IS DECIDED . DO YOU AGREE WITH ME . THEN HOW DO YOU EXPLIN A UNTIMELY DEATH. DEATH OF NEAR AND DEAR ONE WHO PASSES AWAY IN FRONT OF YOU . THAT IS NOTHING YOU COULD DO YOU BUT TO WATCH . OH HOW CRUEL LIFE IS !

Entry for August 26, 2006

THERE WILL BE NO END TO WAR IN THIS WORLD AS WE WANT TO SELL OUR WEAPONS. YES, NO END TO DISEASES AS I WANT TO SELL MY MEDICINES . NO END TO POVERTY BECAUSE I WANT TO BE RICH . NO END TO HATRED AS WE ARE ALL RELIGIOUS. THIS IS WHAT WE WANT . DO YOU DIFFER.